Nerves
On our wedding day, people kept
asking me if I was nervous. The ladies at the hair salon, the ladies that did
my make up, the ladies at the bridal salon where I dressed. At first, I was
taken aback. Why would I be nervous?
I knew the man I was marrying. I
knew why I was marrying J and not the four other men that had asked me to marry
them. I knew J's belief system, his family and their belief system, and I knew
how much fun we had together. I knew he was hardworking, kind, edgy. I knew his
family liked me, I liked them, and my family liked him. I knew that I had asked
him all the hard questions and trusted his answers.
I knew that a man that would wipe
my snotty nose with his bare fingers would lovingly care for our children and
that he would take care of me through the icky life stuff. I knew how he
treated me and how I felt when I was with him. I knew that I had told him my
worst transgressions years before and he had stuck around. I knew that I would
be enough for him.
No, I wasn't nervous. I was happy, calm, and at
peace. I was marrying my best friend. How awesome was that?
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